This photo has given me a little shock this morning. I can see the pain and exhaustion in my face and shoulders. It was taken on the afternoon of the sentencing. I got out of my pj's to dress for this shot then got back into my pj's hopped back into bed and have hardly been able to function since. Hartman is in jail and this has made what happened to me all the more real. I don't regret the last 17 winters and would do it all again but now I need to recover from my marathon battle. I feel as though I have been climbing a rugged mountain and reached the frozen peaks. Now I will be gently climbing back down to get back to steady ground.